optimistic_fifi

Simply Meant To Be...

2008-06-28T20:37:58Z

So Oppose The Words Speaking, You First Of All Say Your Going To Do One Thing.And You End Up Doing Something Completely Different. Honestly I Don't Get What Your All About At All, Just The First Thoughts That Come To Mind Are You.I
Can See Things Completely Cleary Now. I Can't Believe I Would Have Fallen For That Like Seriously. You Nearly Killed Me When I Heard What Was Really Happening. I Fair One Strongley Dislike When People Promise Me One Thing And Then They End Up Doing Something Else, It's Like Chosing Someone Else You Grew So Passionate With This Person And You Know,Your So Determined To Be Friends And Really Close Together, But Then Also It Goes Completely Down Hill From There. I Swear I Have Trusted I Gave Up On My Train Of Thoughts.Well I Have So Much Feelings On My Chest Right Now And I Can't Control But Not Feeling.
All Of This Compassion Is Lacking. I Had So Much Feelings For This One Person But I Know It's All A Waste, I Think My Problem Is That I Been Spending So Much Time Of Thinking And Knowing About That One Person I Grew Further Away From What Was Truely Ment To Be...........

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2008-05-29T00:16:31Z

These things make me feel like there will always be this feeling inside my head or maybe It's all the compassion you feel in the air the presence. Ratherly much.

I get this feeling inside my stomach and It's as if there's a million butterflies inside my stomach or the kind of angels the ones with concern not the ones with wings or either halos on the top of their heads. The ones whos look at you everyday and try to tell you everything will be okay. I always imagined this world to be more filled with something a little less hectic. The leaves faded and the tree trunks bent. All the people here are walking around like nothing is wrong but i see it so clearly that there's so much misery wandering.

T H I S D A Y

2008-05-18T20:50:40Z

i've noticed you changed into something you'r not. I realized that you'r not that same person and it's slowly killing you inside i know because i can see it in your eyes. Sometimes i don't know how to feel about the words you say to me you look at me and say one word. I have no feelings for what you say. I fair one don't get how you changed so fast. I'm just so confused because I'm left feeling nothing. I'm confused in everyway and have so much feelings in my heart that i can't stand one more day with this feeling inside.